i always start this way.

My Gran died 8 days ago, and I've missed her every second since she has been gone. I thought I wouldn't be this upset when she died because she has been sick for so long. I was so wrong. I've learned a lot about myself since this has happened, and I feel like my outlook on life has changed. Every hour on this earth is precious. I was planning to see her in the morning last week, but she died 12 hours before I was going to be there. I didn't get to see her again.

Don't waste your life with regrets and mistakes. Live for today, and do what makes your happy. Know that everything is going to be okay. Say whatever you need to say because you don't know if you have tomorrow. I'm so thankful to have the people in my life that I have now, they've helped me through so much lately. I don't know where I would be without all of them.